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Mid Life Crisis... Again

Well, the combination of the course I did in Zennor and my 35th birthday seems to have successfully brought on yet another mid-life crisis. Am I supposed to only get these once in my life or is every five years normal?

Since then I've been completely disatisfied with everything in my life and desperately wanting to change it all. I spent a week in Spain, most of the time sitting in a small cafe near the water, watching the rain coming down, eating tapas and ordering coffee or beer; feeling like I was on the edge of a huge breakthrough - a revelation. Everytime I got close to the revelation, however, something would seem to distract me and I'd lose it, my mind returning again to it's empty, obscure state.

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